In a world of my own

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

I initially had tons to blog about since we're approaching the end of the year in around 26 hours time, but now, sitting here in front of my lappie, I just seem lost for words!

Yesterday was the first time in many many many years that I held hands.....
With my MOTHER!!

Forgot how it actually started but throughout our shopping journey yesterday, we just held hands every now and then. I felt like a kid again, but it was a nice warm feeling. =) Was really happy yesterday.

I also made a vow to myself yesterday that I'm just going to earn money and let my parents live a good life when I start working, so they need not worry for the rest of their lives. Not that they're worrying now, but i just want to ensure that they lead a comfortable life, able to travel overseas and enjoy the little pleasures of life.

My mum made a random comment, while we were waiting for the bus, that someone commented on hers and her good friend's hands being rough and ugly. I felt upset at that point in time. All the work that she has done, all for the sake of my brother and me, has caused her hands to lose their beauty.

I love my parents a lot, though they're not the conventional parents who would hug and kiss their children from time to time. They're the kind of parents who show their love by working hard to provide a good life for their kids.

Now that my mum has gone for a short holiday to Thailand, I suddenly feel so lost! Weird. I used to be excited when my mum was away, so that I would wreck havoc. Now I just wish she can come home as quickly as possible so that I can see her!

And she only left for Thailand 4 hours ago.

Saturday, please come quickly!

- Feelings
by snoopy_lim @ 9:53 PM